jz a decoy??!!

22/7/2008 Tuesday

haixx...mayb i thought 2 much...

mayb...

bt itz nt my fault...

feel lyk dying...

watz d point of bein lyked by sum1??!

no can change anythg....

whether he lyks me o nt..

o he lyks *her onot...

itz none of my bisnes....

im nt him...

"itz jz a decoy...itz all planned..."

u said...

hw do u noe??!!!!

he'l nt possibly run up n tel eu...

"i dn lyk her...i actuali lyk her..."

wat.....d...hel.....

no solid prove at all...

haixx..........

so stop saying it....

it'l cause conflict inside of me...

u noe....

he is d best fren of my exx....

aduh...

bsides dat...

me nt nervous n anxious 2 luk 4 a boyfren..........

haizz......

wats da point lookin 4 a bf hu doesnt dare 2 talk 2 u n hood-less?!

watevr.....

i live 4 myself........

i dn care wat ppl say....

i can feel it when sum1 lyks me...

so....

nw i feel dat he doesnt lyk me....

den he doesnt....

gt it??

i noe itz s2pid 2 say all these thgz...

haixx....

bt i do nt noe hw 2 expres it wif my mouth...

itz 2 hard...

n...

also...

embarrasing...

T.T