i hate bein so fake!!!!

damn shit!!!!i hate being so fake!!!!!i mean...i dn reli lyk her!!!bt y muz i PRETEND dat i lyk her so much???!!!!d legend~~~aiti.....y????!!!!i jz cnt stop it..i mean...she keeps bein so so so nice 2 me...i cnt treat her badly cant i??bt i reli cant stand her attitude!!!!!
PLZ~~~!!!CAN U STOP BEING SO HIAO???!!!I CANT STAND IT!!!!U'R NT SURE OF LOVING DAT SUM1 BUT U "ON" WIF HIM???!!!!PL-EA-SEEE!~!!!!!!!
u c????itz NT a 'personal' opinion here k????EVRY1 SAYS DAT!!!!!!!!EXCEPT MAYB PPL HU R D SAME KIND AS U DOEN'T...who noes..haixx....i feel lyk blurtin all out 2 u!!!!!bt i jz cnt!!!!i mean...when i look at ur pitiful face...mayb nt DAT pitiful lar...bt i jz duno hw 2 start...haixx...can u b jz SINGLE 4 a WHILE???haixxx.......itz nt hard 2 b single!!!!i've been single 4 so damn long!!!!!n look!!!im stil alive n typin a blog noww!!!!!!!wat d hell larr...haizz...i reli hope dat u'l cum n c my blog urself..i won tel u d addresss....i hope u'l realise ur weaknesses soon....reli hope so.....n btw, i was being so kin nt 2 vote u as d queen of 'ah gua' u noe??????haixx....plz stop wif ur kuan lar...reli irritates ppl...when u talk u twist ur waist...i tink almost 45 degrees lorr...n....haiya!!!!!!i duno hw 2 describe lar!!!im jz jz jz soooooo fed up here!!!!!!!!!!~~~~~~~~~~datz y im so cold 2 u nw.....i wana stop bein fake!!!!when i hate sum1 i wana express it..n nt hide it inside...i wana b real....nt fake...
n plz...plz appreciate d guy nxt 2 u....nw....d person u on wif....perhaps he's nt as gud as i thought he was...haixx...bt stil...he isn't a villian...n AT D VRY LEAST!!!!he loyal 2 eu...so appreciate him~~~